Transfixion

The thoughts in my mind are deranged and sadistic, The gore and the horror is unsettlingly artistic, The voices speak in tongues, Perplexing and cryptic, The depictions in my head are disturbing, Ritualistic, My dreams are engrossing, Depraved and twisted, I find them fascinating and thrilling, Gruesomely addictive, Part of me is conflicted, Am I insane? Am I demented? The rest of me is bewitched, Captivated by the mystic.